I sometimes want to experience the same thing with places like Rome and Israel. I wonder what it would be like to walk around in Rome. To stand in a prison cell in Rome and think, "Paul himself praised the same God I praise here in this cell!" Or to be able to walk down a dirty busy old street in Israel and think to yourself, "My Jesus, my father, my life... he walked here."
I desire to do that so much. I want to be so close to my Father -- all.the.time. A desire I believe I gained while at Camp Blue Haven this summer. I can remember exactly when I felt this feeling. It was 4th session Hobo Dinner Cookout night, and 4 high school groups (8 altogether) experienced a passover feast together in the barn. We moved all the chairs and about 80 of us sat in a circle and shared an intimate and thought provoking meal together. Afterwards we started to praise and sing worship songs in honor of what the Israelites might have done in a typical Passover meal. We turned off all the lights, and formed a huddle and crammed together... not any type of shape really, just tight-knit. I remember singing so loudly along with everyone else I could barely hear any one particular voice -- it was just one loud praise and cryout to God. It was at that moment... the moment I couldn't think of anything else but God; the moment when I didn't care about the girl behind me singing off-key; the moment when I had nothing left to give my own self because I had given it all to God... it was at these moments when I thought about for the first time in my life -- "I can't wait to go to Heaven. If Christ came back right now, I would be so excited."
It was that thought, that moment, and that feeling that changed my entire life. I no longer am afraid to die, or to leave loved ones behind. No matter how many places I've called home, I'm not there yet. And I won't be satisfied as a Christian human being, until I'm in Heaven shouting, "Be to Our God" alongside my brothers and sisters who also obeyed and served our Lord while on Earth. It's an emotion I can't quite explain really, and when I do try to explain the emotion, nothing but tears come strolling down my face because I am filled with such contentment, joy, and peace.
So as we watch and interest ourselves in this crazy political race, let's not forget who our true, and perfect Lord is -- Jesus Christ. Be to His name forever and ever, Amen!
